For the first time ever since I quit my day job, I feel the cross roads. I know I’ve purposefully created this set of crossroads. Yet, when I realise I’m standing in the middle of it, I feel lost.
Now, the cross roads seem to have 2 main roads – be an employee in some firm or go into business. My third eye saw a third road. It hasn’t been surfaced with tarmac. It’s dusty, even cloudy. Doesn’t seem like anyone has been on that road before. And yet, my third eye sees it. And part of me is telling me to go down that road.
Seeing this road reappearing now starts to cast some shadows of doubt on myself. I don’t think I’m a confident person. I guess when faced with new untested things, there will always be doubts. Yet, this test here shows that I’m innately confident, overconfident in fact! I guess when the student is ready, the teacher will appear. In this case, the road will appear. Unfortunately, this road is not clear. I guess I am the one who’s not clear. Not clear where this road will take me. I seem afraid. Afraid of what? Afraid of failure? Afraid of throwing everything away? Throwing everything that I’ve spent so much time collecting? Accumulating?
A thought does come to mind now.
How about…
Forget about the third road, as ultimately, there’s only one road – your road.
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Since I lost my direct job, I’ve been working as a contract engineer. I don’t want to do this forever, but it’s managing to work out.
Incidentally, i came across this post. just trust yourself…